tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-106572852011-07-08T07:19:27.079+08:00am i in? or am i out?Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.comBlogger351100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-74423456702116980542010-02-24T17:39:00.004+08:002010-02-24T17:45:33.950+08:00i found you on my bed...<div>how you end up there...</div><div>you are a mystery...</div><div>little black curly hair...</div><div><br /></div><div>little black, little black, little black, little black, little black.....</div><div>little black, little black, little black, little black, little black.....</div><div>little black curly hair............</div><div><br /></div><div>Phoebe Buffay </div><div>f.r.i.e.n.d.s </div><div>Season 6</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-7442345670211698054?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-6882620110052195652009-06-09T18:04:00.005+08:002009-06-11T08:47:23.236+08:00<ol><li>aku benci bile ade situasi yang memerlukan aku jaga hati semua orang... tapi aku lagi benci bile orang yang aku nak jaga hati dia tak reti nak jaga hati aku...</li><li>aku benci bile aku emo... tapi aku lagi benci bile orang buat aku jadi emo...</li><li>aku benci bile aku dapat makanan yang best tapi sikit... tapi aku lagi benci bile aku makan banyak sangat sampai terlalu kenyang...</li><li>aku benci marah orang... tapi aku lagi benci bile aku tak marah, orang pijak kepala aku...</li><li>aku benci orang yang emo... tapi aku lagi benci orang yang emo dan tak reti nak dengar ape yang aku cakap bile aku berniat baik...</li><li>aku benci bile dipergunakan oleh orang... tapi aku lagi benci orang yang offer nak belanje aku tapi sebenarnya nak mempergunakan aku...</li><li>aku benci bile aku tak dapat tolong orang... tapi aku lagi benci bile orang yang aku cube nak tolong tolak pertolongan aku dengan kurang ajar...</li></ol><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" >K</span>alau nak diikutkan atau nak dituliskan mende yang aku benci memang tak berenti la aku ni karang... terus-terang aku cakap, aku bukan orang yang mudah atau cepat marah... dan juga ingin aku tegaskan disini yang aku ni jenis orang yang tak mudah kecik hati... tapi tak bererti aku tak boleh marah dan aku takkan kecik hati... afterall, sape sangat la yang nak jaga hati aku nie... hahaha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-688262011005219565?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-28152685867031199082009-04-29T10:30:00.003+08:002009-04-30T00:38:32.044+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">A</span>rghhhh... time been running so slow lately... i've already got something for myself to cheer me up but it only will appear in august... damn, it is really true what they said 'penantian satu penyeksaan'... got something to do now... hopefully it will make the time go faster... till then, adios...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-2815268586703119908?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-21785379184679319192009-03-22T04:31:00.002+08:002009-03-22T04:52:08.627+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">L</span>ast evening i went to my friend's wedding... actually i know him by his brother, meaning that he is younger than me... everything goes as usual until suddenly when i was chit chatting with my friends a few motherfucking guys came at me...<br /><br />MF guys : bro... sorry bro... nak mintak tolong skit boleh tak... nak ambik gambar...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">W</span>ithout no further ado, i stand up since i thought they want me to help them to take the photos but suddenly...<br /><br />MF guys : oi... cepat laa.... penat dah aku panggil nie... sini la aku nak amik gambar ko sekali...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">A</span>nd there was a loser (since he belong to the MF guys group), had an ugly chinese look face trying to break away from the group...<br /><br />MF guys : sorry la bro... dia malu2 skit... bro nie member faisal ke?<br />potet : aku member razwan... abang faisal...<br />MF guys : ooo... takde la... korang ni same saiz...<br />potet : takpe la....<br /><br />i turn around and say : LANCAU KAU...!!!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">D</span>alam hati aku, pantat mak kau la... ingat aku budak2 ke ko nak main2 suka ati ko... ko ingat ko lawak sangat buat macam tue... bastard...!!!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> sit back with my friends and tell them what happens... it doesn't matter whether i lose or not if i fight them but i 'm bloody sure that i will satisfied my hunger for blood that time... but since this is my friend's weeding ceremony, not much that i can do... luckily, i had friends that keeping me cool there... thinking of the earth day that is around the corner, i wonder why people only care to save the earth... i think that there should be a day to save the morality of youngster where on that day, one hour is given to slap all those motherfucking bastard so that they know how to act towards elders... till then, adios...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-2178537918467931919?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-79853291671269710652009-03-18T12:36:00.002+08:002009-03-18T12:51:51.616+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>his month is a very hectic month for me... my job schedule is very tight and all they say is go here, go there, test this and that, make sure you finish by tomorrow and install them and bla bla bla... they act like kerteh, ipoh, kuantan and melaka just 10 minutes journey and expect all job done without any problem... feel like being an engineer is not an executive post but more like kulicutive one... plus my son had been back to bangi but i can't stay to spend my time with him due to my travelling task... damn... i won't let my son to be an engineer... hahaha...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> got called for an interview by a company that i had longed wish to work for but unfortunately i can't make it to the date... i try to ask for a delay and the girl who called me said that she will called back with the new date... until now still no news... hopefully later when i got time, i'd call her and arrange a new date... dying to jump to another company now... huhuhu...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>ts time for lunch now... need to go and run a few errands... till then, adios...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-7985329167126971065?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-43616003776682520332009-02-26T11:18:00.008+08:002009-02-26T11:50:58.904+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_gNIz5WAlfkw/SaYPq0BXDnI/AAAAAAAAAAw/FdcgmRmYY2k/s1600-h/20122007(001).jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5306946439095979634" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_gNIz5WAlfkw/SaYPq0BXDnI/AAAAAAAAAAw/FdcgmRmYY2k/s200/20122007(001).jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><div><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">i</span> feel so tired...</div><div>i feel so drained...</div><div>i feel so dead beat...</div><div>i feel so exhausted...</div><br /><div></div><div><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">i</span> feel so empty...</div><div>i feel so lonely...</div><div>i feel so lost...</div><div>i feel so forlorn...</div><br /><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">i</span>'m being used...</div><div>i'm being manipulated...</div><div>i'm being maneuvered...</div><br /><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">i</span> need to be out...</div><div>i need to be new...</div><div>i need to be more...</div><div>i need to be in control...</div><br /><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">b</span>ut where..............................???</div><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-4361600377668252033?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-45948511186266476442009-02-20T12:04:00.002+08:002009-02-20T12:47:11.339+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>'ve been silence for so long and i don't know why... i just can be like normal person who put the blame on others or anything else for the absence... but i think i'm gonna pass this time... one incident make me feel to write again and let it be between me, myself and i... hopefully, this time i can be more consistent for a long period of time...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">A</span> little update on myself... i have been married for nearly a year now... we are very happily together... and last month, we had been blessed with the birth of our first son... and since that, my life had to be reshuffled again and i've been trying to blend in the new routine... quite hard but of course manageable...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">A</span> little update on my job... people keep on come and go... as for me, i still stuck in this little hellish hole for 2 years up till now... lots of new collegue come in and a few had already left the building... my task had been unstoppable coming in and it had been a rough 2 years for me... wonder when this will end...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> will end this for now... hope the next post will be in the same year... hahaha... after all, it's better be late than never... till then... adios...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-4594851118626647644?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-45628999312063660612007-12-06T00:52:00.000+08:002007-12-06T01:24:08.713+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">W</span>hy among all people, i'm the one who will get the lousiest things to do?<br />Why among all people, i'm the one who will be put under him?<br />Why among all people, i'm the one who will suffer due to others fault?<br />Why among all people, i'm the one who will be the last person others expect to see?<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">W</span>hy am i not invited to go to the place i wanna go and have fun?<br />Why am i be the one who people doesn't care whether or not i'm around?<br />Why am i been left alone even though i can afford to be with you?<br />Why am i feeling lost and alone when all around me are you?<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">W</span>hy are they make the plan and tell everyone besides me?<br />Why are they struggling to get him into the plan and ignore me?<br />Why are they acting stupid like there's nothing wrong happen inside me?<br />Why are they thinking that i'm not in the plan cause i seems uninterested?<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>s it because of me, me!!!?<br />Is it because of my looks!!!?<br />Is it because i'm bored!!!?<br />Or is it because i'm already took the mood away from u,<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">W</span>hatever it is, only u got the answer.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-4562899931206366061?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-40055779840214860832007-10-29T12:27:00.000+08:002007-10-29T15:05:17.870+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>t has been more than one year since my last post... lost compassion in writting had been the reason of the silence... even though good and bad things keep on arriving in my backyard, the excitingness to put it into words had been missing since i also don't know when... only the peoples who had been around knew my whereabout in and out of my hometown...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">N</span>early nine months had passed since i started my new work in shah alam... new record for me since i never stay in one job for more than the probation period... i had some things going on the way i really want... but more are out of my control... a lot of things had to be catch up yet the time seems to be a lot shorter to finish them all... keep on praying so that all my plans will be on track and others will not ruin mine...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">M</span>y friendship with all my primary lads are more tighter than ever... we have been doing a hell lot of things together... bandar baru bangi brain brain bbq or B7Q was held in sungai tua refreshen our sweet memory... movie outings of a lot of new and addictive movie with a lot of additional features by the organizers... weddings reception and ceremony, impromptu roadtrip, the launching of 'kuppers' and 'sembang malam' brings our life to a new different level... some might say that our relation go far beyond any imaginary border past the horizon... some might thinks that primary school time is nothing... even some might not believe that our relationship starts far far away from this present times... but far from what people might thought, our friendship is the friendship full with beautiful events and memories, more exciting than what exciting could be and filled with a lot of unexpected events that usually are illogical from what people might imagine or thinks... but the bottom line is i really appreciate and love all my primary lads and wont forgive myself if anything should happen to them... it is my honour to know all of you guys, living among all of you and died as one of your friends...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> will end my single life not more that five months more... hopefully our bond will stay tougher than ever... best of luck to all... till then... adios...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-4005577984021486083?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1158732970205362682006-09-20T13:50:00.000+08:002006-09-20T14:16:10.216+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">F</span>inally the time have come.... even the clock ticking at the same speed everyday, it seems like forever to wait for it to hit 6.00p.m... already expecting it make me don't care however ignoring it will be impossible.... some of my collegue told me to take a walk around the premises before leaving forever... i already did it for a lot of times since nothing and no one bothering me since morning....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">Y</span>esterday my soon to be ex-boss asked me to associate him to the yard... i thought it was an onboard job as we had to change our attire and wear the company coverall... i tried my best to tell him that i don't wanna go but he seemed to be not concern about it... as for that, i just play the game back at him... i slept all the way until we reached the yard... pretending couldn't find the way in the map as he use a rare route.... and not helping him during parked the car.... as we met the person in-charge i realize that we didn't need to go onboard... it was kind of relief but i know i will be more boring as i will be sitting in the meeting room and do nothing... so two hours passed by and the meeting is already over.... got back to the car and i keep on silence until we reached the office....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> went to the HR office to send back my work permit card for the cancellation today... the HR was suprised to see me back so early... i told her that actually there was nothing to do but i don't know why i must followed him... she asked me whether my soon to be ex-boss have a screw loose in his head... i told her that the screw was not loose... but it was already missing.... hearing my answer she laughed like i never seen before... i never thought that my answer could give that kind of impact...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>t seems that he try to give me hard time until the last second of my time here... so, now its like playing hide and seek with him... i try to ignore anything he said and if i must do it i will do it quater-heartedly or maybe less... then when he ask, act like i have done all my best to accomplish the task... time will be running out for him to continue torturing me... and i like that very much...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>he clock is already ten minutes passed 2.00p.m... i'm gonna stop now, find something else to do and wait until it hit 6.00p.m... then, it will be the end of my career here... hope for the best in my future... till then... adios...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-115873297020536268?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1158636536694088152006-09-19T11:12:00.000+08:002006-09-19T11:28:56.706+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">S</span>ame as usual... nothing much to do yet i look like the busiest people on earth.... trying to figure what to do and couldn't find it.... apart from that actually it doesn't matter as long as people around me didn't complaint as i had up the best act i can give... 3 months of acting study during my first job really paid off now plus some extra skills of 'mengular' courtesy of my collegue during training help a lot... more or less, i'm still in the middle of boredness without any direction...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">O</span>ne thing that will disturb my relaxation in boredoom is the footsteps sound of my soon to be ex-boss... i wouldn't like him to come near here as he will ask me to do some stupid and illogical things but needed by him... plus the odour and how he tapped me on the shoulder really irritates me a lot.... the same goes to the luckiest guy on earth who will take my place here... as he also came from the same mould, the tapping will be same but fortunately with less of odour... really hope that i will not see their faces forever.... hahahaha......<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I </span>wonder why the time ticking slower today than yesterday... and i guess i will be wondering the same thing tomorrow.... anyway, its time for me to take a little walk around and disturb some people here... don't know whether it will be the last or not... till then... adios....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-115863653669408815?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1158553672029745132006-09-18T12:17:00.000+08:002006-09-18T12:27:52.040+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>oday will be my longest 3 days in my life... waiting for something that you know will come 3 days later without anything to do will make you bored to death.... people will keep on saying and asking me to relax and deep down i know i must relax... but the fact that i will be here 3 days more and majority of the people will treat me like invinsible make me feel that i am the richest man on earth cause i can waste 3 days of my life just like that....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">L</span>ucky for me now is lunch time... so i now i can took off and have lunch with my soon to be ex collegue... I'll continue later as i also don't know what to write down anymore.... till then.... adios.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-115855367202974513?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1152800556642285382006-07-13T22:21:00.000+08:002006-07-14T08:33:09.846+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>ts been over a month since i started to work in singapore... i’ve been doing a lot of thinking… a lot of learning… and now i know how hard is it to be staying in other people’s country… even though singapore is just outside of Malaysia, i still can feel the discrepancies between them…. the air… the surroundings… and many many more… ahhhh… how i miss my country so much… apart from that, sometimes it seems that all the memory i had with my friends easily came back…<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> remember the night on Perhentian Island…. there was one night when we sat around together figuring out what to do but its useless… meon came up with an idea where everyone say something fact but useless… one of my friends (as far as i’m concern he is now the hottest guy who had his own male fanclub…. hahaha)... so, we go on giving useless factual things.... actually the motiff of this thing is to see how good u are on the useless things... hahaha... people usually didn't realise that this thing can help a lot in life... maybe it is not useless now but in the future.... who knows, right...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">O</span>k, ok... back to the story... this guy came up with a question.... he spells the word G... H... O... T... I.... and asked us how to pronounce it... each and everyone of us couldn't get the right answer... and after a round of Q&amp;A, he said.... G... H... O... T... I... is FISH.....<br /><br />p/s: i think i will never forget this... thanks mate... it gave me a lot of inspiration.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-115280055664228538?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1145517409313040282006-04-20T15:14:00.000+08:002006-04-20T15:21:46.490+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">H</span>undreds or maybe thousands vehicles passed by... there was i standing at the side of the road looking to the scene that i really hate... glasses, plasticss and even metals are scattered on the road next to my feet.... six orange lights are blinking like there are no end for them... lots of eyes watching and couldn't figure out how the hell it could happen... the only thing that run through their minds were that boy must be really drunk.... even i can't said much how the hell this shit happen even though i saw it from the very beginning... but who am i to say.... what i can do is just tell... yes, tell the story line to whoever wants to know... and here goes the story....<br /><br /> * * * * *<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">B</span>eing on the right lane in a three lane highway can be troublesome if u hove not enough road to shift to the left lane.... hundreds of vehicles passing added up the problem and the best choice that u had is to speed up and try to force them to give ways.... after succeded to the left lane, there was a car waiting at the side as it run out of gas.... simply 'cilok'ing it and try to identified who's the driver by turning ur head is the biggest mistake that you can do... less than ten meters from there was the last car in the queue waiting for the traffic lights to turn green.... as the driver face front, he than realize that all the cars in front of him is static... the brake lights didn't turn on as they had been queing for quite some time... he pushed the brake paddle and try to turn easy left to avoid the hyundai getz in front of him... on his left is the road divider and a small river located at least 5 meters deeper than the road... the sound of the tyre screeching make him realize that he can't do anything anymore.... a loud bang releases to the air as the hyundai getz being hit and glasses, plastics and metals start to spread themselves on the road...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>he owner of the hyundai getz angrily got out from the car and walk fiercely to the back of his car... but as he saw the driver of the green car that hit him, he smiles as there is nothing he could do.... then the hero came out from his car and apologizing for his mistakes and both of them stand at the side of the road figured out how to settle the problem...<br /><br /> * * * * *<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> sit down on the road looking at the front right side of the car... nothing come to my mind except for... "there goes the fifth bumper of my car....!!! damn...!!!"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-114551740931304028?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1144121163915091322006-04-04T11:22:00.000+08:002006-04-24T12:37:45.250+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>t has been a wonderful vacation for me last week.... we had went to perhentian island for 3 days and 2 nights.... for those who had been there maybe don't feel what i feel but for the first timer like me.... it was superb....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">S</span>norkeling there for me is like makan nasik... thing that i must do everyday... and the view of the coral and fishes makes me feel relax.... a long journey of snorkeling from an island to another island make me feel the full satisfaction of the sea in malaysia... we were lucky coz we had a good boatman that guide us through the whole journey....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>he best and most popular beach of the island is the Long Beach where we stay in Lily's Chalet, providing dazzling white sandy beach and crystal-clear shallow water..... The back of the beach is covered with chalets, restaurants and cafes..... it's been quite busy and noisy seems a lot of boats come and go but nevertheless it is still a fantastic beach with a lot of fun activities to do..... The atmosphere is meant more for the young and adventurous backpackers for even though it is quite relaxing and laid back, it is still quite rugged..... You can hang out in one of the many cafes, play beach volleyball or frisbies, go diving or just laze away on the beach.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">B</span>ut now, i'm back to the city and my head still feel drowsy from the trip.... luckily there's not much for me to do in the office right now... i'll think i'll get some rest right now and prepare for any job in the evening.... till then.... adios....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-114412116391509132?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1143105345046746672006-03-23T17:08:00.000+08:002006-03-23T17:15:45.060+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">U</span>ssually i don’t do this no matter it came from where, but since i’m to bored today i'll fill it up..... anyway, thanks ayyub for tagging me....<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">How many schools did I go to?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>wo. Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Bandar Baru Bangi (now known as Sekolah Kebangsaan Bandar Baru Bangi Jalan 2) and Sekolah Menengah Agama Persekutuan, Labu...<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">Was I the studious nerd, or the last minute hero?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> think that i'm not a studious nerd since i also play all kind of sports and doing a lot of fun things during my school period such as ponteng kelas, carik ikan guppy and keli dalam longkang (primary) and mandi lombong... but i like to put that i also spend quite a lot of time for studying.... so, if anybody think that studious nerd will went into the longkang to find fish than i'm a studious nerd for u..... i never be a last minute hero during school coz i spare it for my university time... hahahaha....<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">Was I the class ‘taiko’ or the teacher’s pet?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">D</span>uring primary school, i was the class monitor... so, of course i was a teacher's pet.... but i still considered my friends before reporting in anything... hahahaha.... taiko? i never been one... some might think that i'm a loser and to tell u the truth i also think of myself as a loser in school....<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">What was the biggest rule I broke in school?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> watched the most hottest tape in the lab.... hahahahaha.... see how stupid and desperate and loser i was.....<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">Three subjects I enjoyed</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">A</span>DDITIONAL MATHS - Because i get the satisfaction when i solve the problem given and damn i'm good at it... hahahahaha.....<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">M</span>ODERN MATHS - Because it was very easy and i really like numbers during school.<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">P</span>ENDIDIKAN JASMANI & KESIHATAN - Because i like sports very much.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">Three teachers that inspired me</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">M</span>iss Aloha - Because she choose me to perform in the Hari Penyampaian Hadiah SRKBBB.<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">M</span>r. Redza - Because he's a talented soccer player and had taught me a lot on the field.<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">M</span>r. Hamzah - My primary headmaster becoz he had a lot of golden teeth.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">So who am I tagging now?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">1</span>)Meon<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">2</span>) Dian<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">3</span>) Latip<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-114310534504674667?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1140753836497023182006-02-24T11:58:00.000+08:002006-02-27T12:02:02.060+08:00menyimpang dari tujuan<br />paksa diriku<br />terjebak dilingkaran<br />andai kau tahu itu<br />sembunyi melawan sesal<br />gelapnya hariku<br />bimbang sejak diawal<br />jika saja kau tahu<br /><br />terpaksa menunggu<br />hingga satu waktu<br />kita bertemu<br />kan kuceritakan<br />semuanya padamu<br />gelisah itu<br /><br />keadaan ini<br />memaksa hati<br />berharap sembunyi<br />tak kan terungkap<br />kesempatan ini<br />akankah pergi<br />sesali diri<br />takkan terucap<br /><br />terpaksa menunggu<br />hingga satu waktu<br />kita bertemu<br />kan kuceritakan<br />semuanya padamu<br />gelisah itu<br /><br />pulih nanti<br />pulih nanti<br /><br />keadaan ini<br />memaksa hati<br />berharap sembunyi<br />tak kan terungkap<br />kesempatan ini<br />akankah pergi<br />sesali diri<br />takkan terucap<br /><br />keadaan ini<br />memaksa hati<br />berharap sembunyi<br />tak kan terungkap<br />kesempatan ini<br />akankah pergi<br />sesali diri<br />takkan terucap.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>his lyrics is taken from an indonesian film entittled 'Janji Joni'..... it's a great film and for those who didn't watch it, please get a copy and enjoy.....!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-114075383649702318?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1138325266157544162006-01-27T09:17:00.000+08:002006-01-27T09:28:44.520+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>ts been past 2 months since i started my training at STATSChipPAC Malaysia... life seems ok to me... the jobs great... and i really feel like i'm part of the company even though i may be here for only 6 months.... last two weeks had been quite busy for me... some customer from china and korea came and want to see our process and evaluation... i was in charge of presenting the evaluation process to them and collect the data that they required.... even it gave some pressure i enjoy doing it coz it shows that i really gained something here and people start trusting me in completing task given.... however now nobody is around and i don't know what to do... so i'll take this oppurtunity to jot something down.... hahahaha....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">L</span>ast week i had some argument with my friends.... i dont really know whether i'm wrong or not but we kept on trying to push our point so that what we said are supported.... unfortunately, my friend is a lawyer... and you know how good a lawyer can be when manipulating others words.... all that i throw to him seems like have been catch, modified and throwed back to me... but now, the little war is over.... and nobody wins i guess coz i don't declare on winning and i also didn't acknowledge if he said he won the fight... let it just be that way..... hahahahaha.....<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">A</span>ctually everybody are not in the mood of working right now seems tomorrow will be a long holiday for all... a five days break really give me time to catch up with some thing that had been missing in my life.... quater of the people here will be back to their kampung in the afternoon.... they had requested their half day for today earlier.... some of the people here requested a continuous holiday for next thursday and friday which will add up their holiday to nine days.... as for me, i'm gonna finish my working day today normally and then play futsal with some of my collegue here.... and in the night, i already have some program que up for me....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">L</span>ooks like my boss is coming now.... they had a meeting before and now they've done.... so, i'll stop here for now.... till then, adios.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-113832526615754416?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1138017127639730012006-01-23T19:47:00.000+08:002006-01-23T19:52:07.670+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">W</span>e should be the same,<br />but why he said that his blood red,<br />and she says that her blood yellow?<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">W</span>e should be the same,<br />but why when he said something everyone follows,<br />and no matter how hard she tries people still ignore.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">W</span>e should be the same,<br />but why it seems like there is a cold and thick wall<br />between me and you.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-113801712763973001?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1137427910051287032006-01-16T23:52:00.000+08:002006-01-17T00:11:50.080+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" >I</span> think everyone knows some truth about the world but sometimes didn't realize that it really happens..... for me, i would like to say that i'm just awake from the truth.... well, i now realize that 'the things that u really want won't come to you when u hope to get it but as times flows by and u nearly forget about it, your wish might come true' and this happens a lot and make a mess in my life coz by the time u get what u want, the schedule of your normal life will be upside down.... so, the solutions that i can think for now is don't quit hoping what u want coz as long as u want it, u won't get it.... but if u really want something, just blew it out from your mind and forget about it..... hahahaha.....<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" >W</span>ell, actually i don't have any idea on what to jot down now.... and in that case, i think that i should stop now.... so, maybe we will meet again or maybe not.... but i really hope that i will get the time to keep me back on track and continue writting as long as i breathe..... till then, adios.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-113742791005128703?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1136216272778564502006-01-02T23:36:00.000+08:002006-01-02T23:37:52.780+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> lost myself,<br />I lost you,<br />I lost all I had,<br />Even my imagination view,<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> still looks OK,<br />Yeah, maybe the outer way,<br />But deep inside me,<br />I lost all today,<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> like a superhero,<br />With his cape but can't fly,<br />I like a fish,<br />Swin in pond but dead drowning,<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>f I'm the leaf,<br />I'll be the one which starts falling,<br />If I'm the tree,<br />I'm the one who stays underground,<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> lost all today,<br />On my own battleground,<br />And when tomorrow comes,<br />I know that I'll still be down.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-113621627277856450?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1135838590835005262005-12-29T14:39:00.000+08:002005-12-29T14:43:10.846+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>'m in the middle of the road,<br />You are slowly by the side,<br />When I steer to be near,<br />You speed up to not be there,<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>'m talking to you,<br />But your tongue doesn't move a bit,<br />When I ask you something,<br />Seems like I'm talking to the ceiling,<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">W</span>hen I'm around,<br />Nobody gives a damn,<br />But when you didn't come,<br />Everyone feels a lot of missing,<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">W</span>hen you are alone,<br />I'll be there by your side,<br />But as time flies by,<br />Darkness and shadow will keep me tight,<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> try to do something,<br />Even if it works, no one cares,<br />But when you on a go,<br />Others keep cheering even there's no flow,<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">S</span>ometimes I wonder,<br />When will this end,<br />Or maybe this is the sign,<br />That I don't need you and find another one.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-113583859083500526?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1128675011886053212005-10-07T16:43:00.000+08:002005-10-07T16:52:07.906+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">A</span>ku hidup,<br />Kamu hidup,<br />Semuanya untuk apa?<br />Semuanya untuk siapa?<br />Mencari arah haluan?<br />Mencari jalan cinta?<br />Mencari segala-galanya?<br />Ketidaksedaran masih terhindar,<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">H</span>idup.....<br />Bukan untuk mencari,<br />Tapi untuk memberi,<br />Memberi cinta,<br />Memberi bahgia,<br />Memberi segala-galanya,<br />Tapi untuk siapa?<br />Dan untuk apa?<br /><br />P/S: This is my first entry using B.M.... Hahahahaha...... feels like not doing thing the right way.... but, that's what life is all about.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-112867501188605321?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1124847432985679032005-08-24T09:07:00.000+08:002005-08-24T09:37:12.993+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">H</span>ave any of you ever done something that you really like for such a long time, on and on, every day continuously until at last you feel really tired and bored about it....? well this thing happens to me recently and made me nearly blow off my head.... it has been two days including today i'm feeling quite miserable about my life.... my time seems like it has been shorten than 24 hours resulting chaos in my life schedule..... even though my sleep time seems not enough, i'm still glad that i still have time to do this greatest part in the life cycle.... <br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>hree weeks ago i had been injured quite badly during a game of rugby.... it all happen very sudden and at first i thought that there was only a little bit of pain after clashing and falling to the ground with the opponent full entire body on top of my right feet..... but when i try to stand up it began to hurt and i really need to be substitute..... i was hoping to do a comeback after a while but i realize that i couldn't walk normally after that.... my friends suggest for me to go see a doctor and have an x-ray but as usual my stubborness has let him down.... i've done my own medication using all the methods i know and maybe because of too much method added together the healing process looks like need more than forever time to success..... now three weeks have passed and the pain is still there.... i still can't walk like before and some activities that i like has to be postponed from my schedule.... no sports for me for nearly twenty one days really drives me crazy.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">L</span>ooks like i really need to go.... something came up to my mind about the thing i'm suppose to do now... hope it will give the results that i hoped.... oh, i forgot.... moral of the story.... stubborn is bad.... and don't hate to do the things you like to do, but try to make it more interesting by turning it upside down hahahahaha..... adios......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-112484743298567903?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1121417671691687362005-07-15T16:35:00.000+08:002005-07-15T16:54:31.696+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">Q</span>uite a long time since the last time i jot something in here as usual.... thanks to my friend who ask me wheather i update myblog or not.... as for that i took this oppurtunity to write something now even though i didn't have much time....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">M</span>e and all my fellow classmates were just finish our camp for two and a half days.... many new things and new people i've met and bla bla bla.... nothing much to say bout this coz i think every body know what happen when we go camping.... anyway, we are quite satisfied of the program been held there....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">A</span>ctually, i'm not in the mood of writting but since theres nothing i can do now i have to write.... as usual some story in my life now would be the topic..... ok, i'm quite satisfied now in spending my days from the time before..... many things come and go without stuck in my head and give some headache.... i would like to say that my life is going on normally and i hope it will stay like this forever..... i know that the time will come where my lifestyle would be change to another level and it will go on until the day my heart stop beating.... but i hope that i will be able to handle the change and create a life that suits me in every direction.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">L</span>ooks like my times is up now..... i would like to take this oppurtunity to thanks many of my friends who had helped me in making my life full of enjoyment..... if anybody told you that you are nothing than they are lying coz you are something for me.... chiow....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-112141767169168736?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1117510808220981872005-05-31T11:19:00.000+08:002005-05-31T11:40:08.226+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">A</span>t last I’m saved…… last sunday was the beginning of our new journey towards safeness as me and my friends managed to find a new house..... a flat located on the second floor had been the best choice for us… even though the rent is quite high but it doesn’t matter as long as we are satisfied…. it is a semi furnished flat with most of our wanted stuff provided…. the main item that we wanted which is the washing machine is also been provided and the first thing that we did after cleaning and washing the house is settling our cloth for the past week...... and the best part is having a stewardess living in the same block excite us.... at least we had some entertainment here....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">O</span>ur landlord is also a good one..... the agreement on the rent and the term on renting his house is also very easy for us to follow..... first when we met him, he told us that he is a fireman stationed at putrajaya.... before he went back to his home he gave us his business card and at that moment i found out that he is one of the research and developement for malaysia fire fighters.... quite shocking for me because i didn't know that there are R&D for malaysia fire fighters..... hahahahaha......<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">N</span>ow our house is quite messy as we still don’t have enough time to furnish it with our own locker…. fortunately, a rack for hanging clothes are left by the owner and that had also saved our house from messier…. hopefully by the end of this week we will managed to organize our house to be more peaceful and the best place to live….<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">L</span>astly, goodbye to the old house with the 'bubur 1000 tahun' and the phsychotic fella.... one thing for sure.... i will never miss you..... hahahahahaha......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-111751080822098187?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1117164506730236152005-05-27T11:00:00.001+08:002009-02-26T12:17:01.216+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>ts been two weeks since i joined a program for jobless graduate and me and my friend had encountered such a problem.... a lot of things had to be handled and we had to face and found solutions for each and every problems.... however the most unsolve thing that we had to encounter is the lodging problem.... i had manage to find a house where my friends used to rent.... the former tenant now had gave us such a headache except for the one i know as the head of the house....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>t was a beautiful morning when we woke up on the first day as member of the house.... one of the problematic mate came to us and start asking basic question for the introduction.... unfortunately, the conversation turns into disaster where we phsyche out as he ask some phsychotic question.... he said that he was looking for a powerful bomoh as he 'jiwa kacau' and ask whether we know where to find one.... then he started to elaborate the characteristic of a powerful bomoh and at some point i was thinking that the fact is not a fact but i didn't try to deny it.... we escaped from the conversation due to we had a class to catch... and in the evening when we came back, we are fortunate that nobody were in the house....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>he next night had given us the second episode of the worst drama in our live.... we came home from class and as usual nobody was at home.... as night came by, some of our housemate returned home including this pshycotic fella.... and the conversation starts with he asking question whether we mind if he brings chicks into the house and slept with him.... as usual he elaborate the reasons and everything about the topic of bringing back the chicks which silence us.... damn.... luckily we manage to stop the conversation again as we had to sleep early to be ready for tomorrow classes....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> am really hoping that we could find another house in a short time as we had enough of the phsychotic being in the house.... and don't let me start with the house conditions, the smells, the environment and the rice cooker as i will not stop complaining about that.... moral of the story, human should stay as a human.... don't ever think and try to be something else.... anybody who read this, i am hoping that you can pray for us to find and settle down in a calm environment as soon as possible.... hahahahaha......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-111716450673023615?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1114532515974061142005-04-26T23:46:00.000+08:002005-04-27T00:25:59.356+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>oday is a very cheerful for me and my friends.... hahahaha.... the day started in the morning where i and two of my friends went to shah alam to register for some program.... we had to take a few test and that had cost us time until 1 p.m..... then the real story of the life begins.... all of us headed to sunway to meet another of our friend there because we had promise to install some stuff in our car... after that we headed back to bangi and the first plan is to 'melantak cendol' at sungai chua.... but as we reach putrajaya the plan had been change to 'nasi lemak bal' at kg abu bakar baginda.... there i myself ate nasi lemak with sambal kerang plus another piece of roti canai... one of my friend had nasi lemak biasa plus a piece of roti canai and the results of this meal make his eyes looks like he's high on ganja and he slipped his cigarette after eating.... hahahaha... another one had a piece of roti telur but he cant resist himself with the kuah dal..... he even take all balance of kuah dal on the table from us and slurp on it until finish.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>n the evening at first we had plan to jog but one of us had came out with a new plan to go swimming.... we went to bukit jalil but on the way we notice a small stall selling ice blended fresh fruits drinks for the price of RM1.... we had to stop and buy one ice blended orange and one ice blended lychee.... hahahahaha...... reaching bukit jalil aquatic center, we found out that the fee to enter is quite high per time the pool open so we cancel the plan... then i suggested to go to alamanda.... as soon as we reach alamanda we just walking through the crowds and then i saw one thing that i couldnt resist.... auntie anne's pretzel with sour cream and onion.... i give my friends a little taste and then all of them are angry with me because after they taste it they cant resist from not buying another one.... even the cashier there ask my friend " sedap sangat ke bang?".... and my friend without 'segan-silu' answered "layan gile.... nie first time aku makan bende nie....!!!" we all laugh happily and leave alamanda.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>he story doesn't end here... next stop adaming.... i had plan to just have a drink there but something happen and make me have to eat.... my friend ordered mee tomyam and what came out is meehoon tomyam... since he didn't like meehoon i had offered myself to eat the meehoon tomyam.... hahahahaha..... then his mee tomyam arrived.... as time goes by and we had finish eating i and my friend looks like we had run for quite a few miles because of the sweat.... the words that came out from our mouth was only "layan siot.... layan siot...." hahahahaha.... after 15 minutes eating we had to surrender our day and went back to our house.... i don't know what they are doing now but i suspected that they are sleeping to complete today's package.... hahahahaha.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> really hope that tomorrow will not be like today.... if not, i think before we reach the age of 30 we had all of the 'penyakit makan' like gout, diabetes etc. .... so moral of the story....eat to live not live to eat..... however i think that in our coutry people die because of eating and no one die from starving.... this is because malaysia for me is the heaven of food..... even in bangi there are a lot things that if i see i can't resist from having them.... hahahahaha..... if u dont believe me come to bangi and i promise that u won't regret it...... chow...!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-111453251597406114?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1113936378608356422005-04-20T02:10:00.000+08:002005-04-20T02:48:09.476+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">H</span>ere and back again.... it's nearly a month since i retired from work and now i'm jobless again like before.... lucky for me i had quite a number of friends which is in the same status as me.... at least i had some company to cheer me up during the others busy make their living.... for the past two weeks the job hunting season had open again for me and until now there are still no answer.... what i can do now is just continuing what i am doing now and hope to get some feed back as soon as possible....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">L</span>ast week seems to be an "injury week" for me.... hahahaha.... the story starts when i'm on travel with my friend to bandar chukai, kemaman.... i was having nasi minyak for my breakfast when suddenly what i thought is rice turn to be either chicken bone or small stone.... i bite it with full power and unfortunately directly at my weakest tooth.... what i meant here that i had a tooth that have a big hole since i was small and the dentist had covered the whole hole and resulting this tooth looks like a mug where the water in the mug is the substance that covered the hole.... back to the story, my tooth broke into two pieces where the front stays at the gum while the rear starts to fall out.... it takes me more than three hours to bring the rear tooth out from the gum and during the process i had lost a lot of blood.... hahahaha.... actually, when it broke i haven't feel any pain but what force me to bring the rear part out is it causes irritating pain when i'm eating or having something in my mouth....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>he next injury happen to me is last sunday.... i had been given a chance to play rugby for a club.... i only played for about 10 minutes when my little finger stuck on the shirt of the opponents and causes the tip of my little finger to snap out from its position.... feeling a little pain i asked for a substitution and after a while the tip of my little finger turn purplish.... and when the night comes, it becomes black.... and now the colour of this tip slowly turns back to normal and i hope it will recover as soon as possible... even though it hurts, but what hurting more for me is that i can't continue playing that day where i miss all the fun on the field....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">S</span>tarting to feel sleepy now... so i guess i will end now... moral of the story...??? none i guess.... hahahaha.... till then.... adios....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-111393637860835642?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1111762846091051742005-03-25T22:30:00.000+08:002005-03-25T23:00:46.093+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">S</span>eems like it has been such a long time since i post my last blog... many problem had occured at my workplace and causing my time had been stolen from my own life... its not that i want to stop but as usual blame will be thrown at others and this time i'm blaming my work life... so sorry blogs.... hahahaha....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> don't know what had happen to many people at my work place.... its not that all of my colleague had cause me trouble.... some are very nice and try to kept me happy while working... however, the management sometimes had twisted minds and the one that keep on been hit by their thought is me.... today i had been assigned to go training at the customer place but the requirements that are needed for the participants of the training session is not fulfill by me.... what cause me to be the one that had to participate is because my boss don't want to go to see the customer and i am his only downline..... actually, my boss should have at least two other person as his downline which will hold the same position as me but others had left the building since can't handle the pressure given by my boss.... its not that i want to say that i had the ability to handle the pressure.... as for me, i am still waiting for other oppurtunity and when any other offer come i will surely resign from my position now....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">O</span>k... lets forget about the negative side of my life.... this evening i had another traing session of rugby.... hahahaha.... one thing for sure, that i had waited for so long to play rugby and this evening had been my first..... even though i hadn't been given much chances to hold the ball but it had been a wondeful time for me.... the sad part of this story is that i don't know when i will get another chance to play again.... hahahaha..... let time decide.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">L</span>ooks like i had forgot about the title of the blog.... hahahaha..... i had called my friend in pasir gudang and it looks like he had try his best to push the HR of his company to offer me a job there.... the situation seems good to me and a was hoping that i will get the offer so that i can start a new life there...... at last, some good things happen to me.... for now i just wait and see what will be the result.... hope that anyone who read this can pray for the best of my life...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span>'m kind of running late to adaming.... so, till here.... i don't know when i will post a new story of any disaster or happiness in my life.... but another thing for sure.... this is not the end of my blog.... chiow......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-111176284609105174?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1108557606615532632005-02-16T20:05:00.000+08:002005-02-16T20:40:06.620+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>his is my first time to write in this blog at home...... hahahahaha.... makes me feel a little bit uneasy and i dont know why.... maybe the 'feel' is not there..... okey, enough about it.... back to the story of my life.... i was sitting alone in my car.... the screen of the clock shows the number of 7:47.... the dj of the radio was giving hint to a caller who tried to guess the songs that had been played.... it was a cool morning where the sun shine lightly into my face.... i pick up my shoes and socks under my seat and start wearing it.... just as i done with my left shoe, it all began.... i felt like all of my blood began rushing into my heart and my heart tried as hard as it can to pump it in and out.... my hands are shaking and turned into a strange yellow colour.... the temperature of my body drop down and i start to sweat.... what the hell happened to me... this some kind of stupid feeling continues until about 3 pm in the evening and it had happen yesterday and today.... the last time it got this kind of feeling is when my granny died in 1994.... fortunately, nothing happen for this two days and i hope if this strange feeling continues nothing also will ever happen.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">L</span>ast night starts quite boring for me.... many of my friends have gone their own way seeking for their own future.... i called one of my friend that was still nearby and hope that we can go for some adaming but he couldn't confirm at first.... then, i asked him to help me sent some of my stuff via e-mail and in the e-mail he gave me, he told me that he was quite down with his life yesterday.... so, i was hoping that he would like to go adaming to cheer up his life but he may needs time to think about it.... i cancel my plan to call my other friends and start waiting..... it was about 11.00 p.m when i received a call but not from him.... it was one of my friend that work in shah alam... he came to kajang and asked me to meet him.... actually, i have already ready to sleep as i lost hope to go adaming.... however, thinking that it has been quite long since i met him and at least i had something to do for the night, i went to kajang and met him with his buddies.... to my friend that was down last night, if u read this, i hope u can cheer up and lets go adaming tonight, tomorrow night, after tomorrow night and so on..... hahahahaha..... chiow....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-110855760661553263?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1108298330964298092005-02-13T20:16:00.000+08:002005-02-13T20:38:50.966+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:180%;">L</span></span><span style="color:#000000;">ast</span> night during Adaming, my friend syukur told me about some job available at his company which i am very interested to get.... and today i had applied for two post that is suitable with me.... what touches my heart is that during the process of application, my friend gave me fully support not only in applying the job but also in searching more jobs available for me..... hahahaha..... thanks a lot....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">O</span>k.... this is the story that i really want to jot here.... this morning, i woke up at about 9 and find my dad told me to go and repair my flat tyre.... so, i jump out from bed and with a heart full with laziness, i went ouside and search for the tools to open the tyre.... then i put the tyre in my mom's car and drove to the workshop that my dad told me to go.... as i reach the workshop, i found out that there were quite a lot of car there.... however, the workshop is closed.... so, i called my dad and asked him for another workshop... and what i get for an answer.... hahahahaha..... he just asked me to just go and search for other workshop..... i'm quite depressed as early in the morning my dad told me that the workshop will be open until afternoon.... as an additional fact, yesterday he told me that he would help me to settle the tyre problem.... and now, i am stuck alone in the middle of no where with a flat tyre.... its not that i really really want him to help me, but if he expected me to do it alone, just say so.... then i can settle it in my own way.... why i say this is because in my family, anything about the car problem will be revised to my dad..... last time i did something with the car without informing him, i got quite a blow into my ears....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">L</span>ucky for me that i know some tyre shops and headed there.... luckily it was opened but the mechanics that checked my tyre couldn't found any hole in my tyre.... the person that found the hole is me..... hahahahahaha........<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">M</span>oral of the story today..... if you want to tell somebody about anything, just tell directly.... if you couldn't help someone in completing any task don't make any promise..... hahahaha.... sorry dad........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-110829833096429809?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1108043816803618872005-02-10T20:58:00.001+08:002009-02-26T11:56:03.655+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span><span style="color:#000000;">t's already 12o'clock in the afternoon when i first open my eyes today.... a tiring day yesterday made me sleep like i was in a comma..... i jump out from bed and give myself a bath and then went down to find something to eat.... luckily my neighbour had his daughter wedded today so there are quite a lot of nasi minyak for me to eat.... after filling my stomach, my miserable day starting like there are no ending until now....</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I</span> jump into my car and start driving without no purpose.... i've called my friends before that but no one are available..... after 10 minutes driving i felt really bored and head back home..... as i stepped out from the car i checked my front left tyre and realising that the air is not enough.... so i get back and drive to the nearest petrol station to fill it up.... unfortunately, all the air pump are broken and i have to go to another petrol pump that is quite far from where i was.... i started my journey back home after filling up the tyre and found out that my sister is at the dining table as i step into the house.... it was 3pm and she asked me to buy her a drink.... i told her that i will go after 30 minutes and open the television and try to relax myself....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">A</span>s i was about to go out, my youngest sister asked me to buy coco crunch and a box of fresh milk..... after getting all the stuff needed i went back home to continue my boring and miserable day.... knowing that i had nothing to do i just smash myself in front of the television and watch what ever crap that is showing..... at about 6 o'clock i went back upstairs and lied on my bed thinking about what i want to do next.... i bring my house phone into my room and start searching for numbers that i hadn't call for a while and i picked to call my stepsister.... we talked for quite a while and after she hung up, i realised that i had to go through this night without any plans......<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">G</span>etting back into the car on 7.15pm, i drove to the petrol pump as again the same tyre had not enough air.... then i headed to uniten to get my money at the atm there as in bangi all atm can only draw the minimum of RM50 and i just want a smaller amount because i know the bigger amount of money i had in my wallet, the faster it will spend.... after that i blankly drive to putrajaya and take a spin there..... everything come and go through my mind and sometimes the thought of death will end my miserable day.... luckily, my brain still working as i know that death will lead us into starting a new life in the grave and i am not ready for it..... if not, maybe i will left my suicide note and be gone from the world..... hahahahaha.... silly me..... after that i made my decision to come here and start jot everything happens today.... and after this i do not know what am i going to do..... who knows that this maybe be my last post..... in case if that happens, i would like to make anyone who read this clear that i will not commit suicide....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">S</span>o, now i will end this for today and continue to do whatever that will come through my mind except for suicide.... hahahahahaha..... i maybe laughing now but after this only god knows what will happens.... moral of my story today.... unplanned activity is fun if it happens compared to a well planned activity, but an unplanned day + no activity is suck.......<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#000000;"></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-110804381680361887?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1107948454124956362005-02-09T19:00:00.000+08:002005-02-10T22:01:36.536+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>he dim light in my room makes me feels dizzy and sleepy while reading comic on my bed.... about ten times the comic had fallen from my hand and smash my face from accidentally fall asleep.... but i still don't care..... i need to make the decision before i sleep.... quite easy decision but i had to think about others.... the answer is whether i go or i don't go to work on tuesday.... at last, i decided to stay home for tuesday as i had many unfinished businesses that i had to attend.... so, what happen next when i finished all those businesses.....? hmmm.... let see..... i didn't come to work starting from tuesday and it will continued till sunday.... looks like i have to plan my jolly holiday.... hahahahaha..... first thing first...... <br /> <br /> <br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">S</span>moke came out from four mouth during adaming.... neither one know what to do next.... at least four out of billions brain in the world stop functioning..... after some time of discussion without using the brains, decision had been made.... we're going to jam.... for the first time in our life, any songs that come through our mind are jammed.... but the outputs seems to be scattered as everybody play their own role.... but what the hell.... at least we had fun.... <br /> <br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">A</span>fter the jamming session one of my collegues proposed to go to port dickson.... hahahahaha.... it's 3 in the morning and we are heading to port dickson for the purpose of throwing away 'jiwa kacau'..... our agenda there is just lepaking and playing with fire..... and when the sun rise we take our morning shower in the beach for about 1 hour and then headed to the sand pool and jakuzi at palm spring.... about 12 in the afternoon we headed back.... each of us are tired however we managed to enjoy ourselves there and throw away the 'jiwa kacau' thing.... <br /> <br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">M</span>oral of the story.... sometimes spontaneous things/events are much better than planned things/events..... try it yourselves.... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-110794845412495636?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10657285.post-1107685879915767202005-02-06T18:13:00.000+08:002005-02-09T19:29:05.966+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">W</span>hat happen to me just now? i guess nobody could answer that except for myself... so, today this blog had been created after a very long time some of my friends ask me to open one.... i never refuse but i thought at that time i didn't need a blog.... thanks to those who encourage me.... you know who you are.... <br /> <br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">T</span>ime passes by and i realized that i really really didn't have time for myself.... my job now had taken me out of my beautiful world and drop me into a new dark and scary world.... even when i'm asleep, i will be dreaming about the situation in my workplace.... the face of my boss, the machine and part coming out from it and sometimes an unlogical things will appear as it was real.... and i will end up with not enough sleeping that cause me a major problem of lazyness during my working period..... damn... what the hell has gotten into me...? my job is my job, my life is my life..... why can't i separate it now......? it seems that my mind really play tricks on me.... am i insane......? AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10657285-110768587991576720?l=heris.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Indecisivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09386503465814853279noreply@blogger.com0